+_+

how long i never cryyyyy. im a tough girl. *lol*

whenever i listen to that song,i will remember that moment immediately.

its sweet but bitter.

i want to lay on his shoulder when we were listening to that song.

oh my God,that song is not SUITABLE for that situation. too LUM already.

i LOVE and HATE that song as well..

please lar,i dont want just tepuk tangan sebelah and now its getting deeper and deeper.

"we're just friend?"

i dont want.

i really don't want just to be friend with you.

i never have this such of feelings before.

"oh my God. this time you're really in love?" deeply.

hormone in my body is kacau-ing me. *shooo~ shoo~~ go away.*

well,its normal. its normal.

the funniest is,

the courageous me,

now just want to tell him "i like you" these simple words also dont dare enough to tell,even write.

why dont he takes initiative if he likes me?

if he don't like me,please...

i want you to tell me,reject me.

dont just "dont care" there,

i will fall with you deeper.

atleast now u tell,

i wont get too hurt. get it? =(

Installation

today is the installation and i get my own name tag.

i gave my senior a treble clef necklace as present for teaching me all those new duties.

she loves it very much! =D

morning session. batch 2007/2008.

form 5 and form 4 batch.

dont ceroboh our board. if not,i gonna to rape you. LOL joking xp

*sorry*. ajk prefects are mad today.

previous head prefect-Wai Fong : PREFECTS ALERT!!!! How can you all taking photo WITHOUT ME?!!!

"You want me to punch you and whack you?!" xp

chen li : tze pei,yooo! come on,we rap. tze pei : huhhh.. hehe. yerr,u rap like so cacat lar.
wai fong : what are these 2 girls doin right here?

Katrin : no more SPEAKIN!

Hui Chi : no more SEEING!

Angeline : *sob* [whispered] dont bully me its enough lar. T.T

I don't know.

i dont know what to post for today.

im still very confusing and errr.... "nothing."

teenagers mah. still immatured.

i kept quiet and thinking of yesterday conversation before i do so.

sharon :" now is 21 century lar. i mean its doesnt matter who makes the first move and xxxxxxx.....bla...bla......"

but still,i prefer tradisional abit.

i tried to do so but its very very hard for me to make the first move.

ever think want to write and show him,but still,i was trembling.

and finally its ended up with -nothing-.

Sigh....

i dont think i can post more details because you-know-why.

goodbye. =(

Another Kursus

stephanie called me and asked me whether want to go for the kursus menangani disiplin pelajar for 3 days 2 nights which held at port dickson. 3 prefects are only allow to go.
stephanie cant go because her mom dont let.

"when is the kursus?"
"on 19th to 21st"
"july?"
"yes its on july lar."
"ohhh...."
"arrhhh pui yan,and also its on exams day."
"wow,good. i go lar then i dont need to sit for monthly test..hehe."
"cannot lar,pn.rohana said either take exam before kursus or after goin kursus,have to ganti."
"yerrrr,let me think first lar. later call you." =(

mematahkan semangat "perjuangan kursus" saya.

jk yg sesat.

jun kiat just called me up. it was 11 a.m and the class will start at 12p.m.
"where are you now?"
i answered,
"at home lar." he shocked.

he dont know how to go kasturi by lrt. hehe. =p i told him stop at which station and change to putra line but seems like he did not understand what i said. fine.
he decided to WALK to kasturi from timesquare. this is my turn to SHOCK. hehe.

add maths class quite fulled. i couldnt manage to chop a seat for jk. i also susah to find my seat,u know. *i know u'll forgive me mwahahahahah xD
thus i decided to go for physics class 1st.

physics class was ended,
my friend and i came to a white board,she taught me how to read the board if i do not know which class i have to enter.

turned back,i saw jk. LOL xD
he was so blurred.
i just kept quiet and pretend to look in front. i thought he saw me too.
waiting for him to greet me.
mana tau he sesat giler.
i was wondering why still havent greet me.
BUT when i turned back,he was dissapeared. -.-

IM JUST IN FRONT OF HIM -around 20 cm LIKE THAT BUT HE DID NOT REALISED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

jk ar jk. mmg sesat. sighhhhh. LOL xD

recently u will see me set "busy" in msn.

yea,i am busy of prefects stuff in these few weeks.

plenty of lists and reports are waiting for me. =(

i need a robot help me to type.

now type those name lists until i can memorize their FULL name already. what a/p krishnan,binti ab samad and so on. o.O

i sleep at 3 or 4 something a.m. not p.m.

and in these few weeks,i go back same time with afternoon session students.

reachin' home at around 8p.m.

my mom nag and "gosok me kilap-kilap".

even the kindest one-dad, also started to get annoyed. =(

the 1st thing he will ask whenever he reached home after working is:

"pui yan still havent come back yet ar?"

many pimples popped out in these few days. oh my god. T.T

my parents nearly want to complain to our dicipline teacher why prefects so many things to do.

but i stopped them to do so with some of my reasons.

so,

YOU THINK ITS VERY EASY TO BECOME AS A PREFECT of PESS arr?!?!!!!

if AJK,lagi cepat mati.

*something happened.

ladiladidumm~~ LadiladiDUM~~~~

I AM HAPPY I AM HAPPY!!!!!!!!! =D

ahahahhaahahahahaa... =p

I would be true for there are those who trust me

I would be pure for there are those who care

I would be strong for there is much to suffer

I would be brave for there is much to dare

I would be brave for there is much to dare

I would be friend of all the foe the friendless

I would be giving and forget the gifts

I would be humble for I know my weakness

I would look up and laugh and love and lift

I would look up and laugh and love and lift

recently all ajk prefects are having masalah kewangan. lol

crazyyyyyyyyy..

i have to carry 5 files everyday to school.

3 files are putting prefects stuff while another two used to put my notes,homework,projects and so on.

phew~~

fortunately i have my own locker in pr so that i can keep those stuff there.

my friends are freakin' out.

'why you're so busy everyday?

and sleep at 3 something...??"

"what are you busy for? prefects stuff again ar? omg."

as a normal prefect of pess,

you must go through 4 events. *small events are not counted.

1st. prefects' gathering

2nd. incharge every single thing of teachers' day

3rd. installation

4th. farewell party

if you still can survive after these four,

congratulations.

AHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

everybody was fooling by me!!!!!

mwahahahhahaha..

the story starts with : ..........

my friend bet with me,

since im a "good" girl, *perasan betul.

she wants to see whether i dare to post about having crush like that.

atfirst i did not know that gives me a lot of response.

ahhahahaha meaning that im famous? omg crap lar.

and it had brought me many inconvenience and rumours in the school.

even the outdated and nerd's one,also knows about that.

its spread widely.

now i started to afraid it might be kinda spoil my reputation.

and now i tell her,

i give up to post these idiot stuff.

u win lar. oiyo. LOL xD

WHAT?!

i've a question.

who is that JKLM feller.. lol

at first i thought IT WAS JUN KIAT. lol =x

and

HOW THE AHHH PEKKKKKK WQ

FOUND MY BLOG?!??!!!

bull shit, who is going to spread my link everywhere? =(

anyways,

welcome to my blog and

REMEMBER!

its private and confidential.

AHAHAHAHAHHA. =D

actually plan to enter the class which is at 10.20a.m.

but

i woke up bardly late. =p *biasa lah. lol

then changed the plan. 10.20a.m change to 12 noon that class.

darn lazy to go for tuition on sat and sunday.

t.k leong is so handsomeeeeeeeee.

no wonder all my friends puji puji dia non stop before. :D

audrey,yen yee and yi theng went home early.

yehhh,leave me alone. ='(

today i was like so dying...dying...dying...dyingggg......

thinking,

CASSIDY!!!!

THIS SAT GO WATCH TRANSFORMERS WITH ME, I DONT CAREEEEEE!!!!!!!! lol xD