我的故事

狮子座是敢爱敢恨的，

但我不敢。

我不想轻易地放弃，但我必须要放开。

我心里的感受，他不了解；

我假装，他不会知道。

我已经非常地主动了，

这是第一次我对男生主动，

我为了他，

已经抛下我一直以来的尊严。

他送我一个锁匙圈，这是一个"女生"的标志的锁匙圈，

以及一个书签，
上面写了一些我意想不到的东西，

我终于得到他的肯定,

我在他心里还占一席之地。:

但后来为什么，

他否认呢?

他说他要注重学业，对，这是对的，我不反对。
我尊重他的决定。我接受他的抉择。
在另一方面，
我背着默默的心情，等待着，等待着。
明知道我们是不会有结果，
但我不知道，为何，我这么的愚蠢，
为什么?!!?!!!

我从来没有对他要求些什么。

也不敢祈求些什么，

我只想知道,

他心里是想些什么，

为何他对我忽冷忽热......

我对他，

想爱却不敢去爱，也不能去爱。 WTF?!!

现在，

只知道，

我们只是朋友....

我的故事，

却不能像Cinderella的故事一般完美......

THE END~

=)

wooooh oh.. oh..........

sha la la la la..

sha la la in the morning...

wooohh oh.. ohh.....

sha la la la la...

sha la la in the sunshine....

wooohh ohh.. ohh......

sha la la la la...

................

dont know why suddenly this song appears in my mind,

and now,

i-dont-know-what-to-do.

weiii,

i memang alright lar.

dont keeps asking.

because i'll be not okay. =)

i can't, but i need to lie.

i must write a new post today. cannot break my record although i dont really want to write anything today. online as well.

and yea,

kasturi isnt that good also.

errrmm.. why....

because the aircond too cold ald i cannot tahan. lol.

just joking.

now just want to dig a hole and hide myself inside there.

T.T

u all are over limit.

why u all "play" me with that?

did u ever think that,i will feel embarrassing too?

i want to cry.

but no tears and WHAT FOR I CRY. chi sin.

we made a decision,

still,

study comes first.

and i am a prefect.

i've no choice.

i must keep my well-performed in the school. anywhere,anytime.

the plenty works i need to finish,yes,i finished. and now im too free.

PUI YAN CANNOT BE SO FREE WAN ARRRR!!!!!!

therefore i will find more tuition-s, more stuff, more works to do.

i know im still can survive without computer and handphone.

cheer for me! lol.

*i sing.

*And you'll never hear the wolf cry to the blue corn moon

For whether we are white or copper skinned

We need to sing with all the voices of the mountains

We need to paint with all the colors of the wind

You can own the Earth and still

All you'll own is Earth until..........

You can paint with all the colors of the wind....

Must Tell You Mehhh

today went for add maths class. jun kiat LATE AGAIN!!!!!!!!!! lol xD

after add maths class,we went down to 7-11.

audrey took my handphone. when she returned me,i found this pic in my hp. o.O

what's that????

physics class was so bored. zzz...

so HARD to wait for physics class end. zzz..

finally ended,went to ts to buy tickets and that dont-know-what competition.

oh yea,its YE sales fair. =p

i was afraid of those "promoters"(students) for keep promoting their products to me.

"i would like to have a look first. thank you." =)

*i repeated this dialogue for dont-know-how-many-times.

bought a handmade notebook from smk assunta.

handmade wan u thought very EASY ar.

ask me-the pro wan. u'll know how tough is it.

and now i need a notebook to write bull shit. =p

bought from vi.

*seeeeeeee... jonathan. say thank you to me. =D joking.

i thought i will get 99% discount gehh. mana tau. T.T dont have. tipuuuuu~~ LOL.

then i went to gsc to buy tickets for tomorrow show.

ishhhhhhh. just left 1st and 2nd row U TELL ME I WANT OR NOT, so in front... T.T desperated again. sigh..

my desperate smile ke? -.-

hehehehehehheehehehheeheee........

ahahahaaahahahhaahaah..... =p =p =p

i never demand anything from you.

but thank you very much for today. =D

ba la ba la ba~ *i'm lovin' it. ^^ kesian angeline. LOL xD

yay!

tell you what.

i watched,

HARRY POTTER AND THE ORDER OF PHOENIX!!!!!

bwahahhahah jealous me? lol just joking. xp

BUT

I prefer the previous wan.

Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire.

This one IS NICERRRRRRRRRR!!!! =D

我忽然有想向要跟他告白的冲动。

怎么办?!?!!!!! =(

*oh sorry.

those who know chinese only understand what i've typed. hehe. xD

too bad then. nenenebubu~~ xp xp xp

Ass

i was sitting in ms khoo's car and she was fetching me to martin. wewehaha!!

kinda late reached martin,u know. ms khoo loves berleter. actually i was waiting for her to stop her conversation in the school.

TEACHER!!! you said u'll leave and fetch us to martin at 3.30p.m but now is 3.45p.m already!

on the way to martin,

i saw Sharon. its almost 4p.m already.

"aint she supposed to go for add maths class now?

but why i saw her is like want to crossing road... or... today add maths class is cancel?" MAYBE. o.O

but add maths didnt canceled. wondering why today she absent for the class,u know she is hardworking and seldom to do skip her tuition class. =D

after read her blog,oh oh oh... lol xD [ *sharon now are you okay? =) ]

the ASS BUS U48 DAMN SUCKS!!!!

today i was waiting for the bus for almost 1 hour. so irritated.

i saw 5 of U41 [bdr sg long to pasar seni] buses were passing.. BUT U48 belum sampai lagi. HOW COME?!?!!!

aint the bus bdr sg long to pasar seni suppose to be longer we've to wait cuz the distance is longer than u48 which is just from desa petaling to bukit bintang.

bus drivers are lazy.

next time i rather take bus U41 although i've to walk quite a far distance to reach my home.

u know,i feel annoying easily especially when waiting for the bus.

impossible u call me walk from salak selatan lrt station to my house right.

u thought its jogathon mehh. lolx

no lar,i can walk from lrt station to my house but dont forget i've to carry many stuff to go back.

by the way,

my mom is NOT that KIND as you think.

she will call you to walk to maintain your health because she is lazy too. -.-

xxx

these flowers are beautiful. =D

the stuff which i need to wear everyday.
i got 2 BADGES AND 2 TIE PINS JEALOUS ME KE???? lol xD

i am too bored. =(

Movie. =D

this friday i am i am i am i am i ammmm going to watch,

HARRY POTTERRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!

harry!! Harry!!! =D

with wai fong,see leng,stephanie,xin ni,errr.. who else, i forget. =p

see leng just bought those tickets on yesterday. =)

transformers havent watch yet. last time i went to buy ticket,mana tau sold out. -.-

up coming sunday i will watch with my dad.

my dad ajak me to watch transformers with him after tuition. lolx.

since mommy is not interested to watch this kind of movie.

*advantages:

1. no need to pay ticket myself.

2. if i want to buy any stuff,can merajuk him to buy for me,

100% definitely his ans will be "YES" OR "NO PROBLEM".

nyeheheheh xD

3. EVERYTHING i dont need to pay a single cent. ^^

4. my dad is Jackey Chan. LOL xD

luckily my mom dont want to go for that movie,

if not,

i cannot ambil kesempatan on my dad already.

hehe! xp

The Decision I've Make.

rejected those who like you,

but waiting for "him" who dont-know-like-you-or-not.

okay,

i understand and know that,

i was thinking too much and sensitive.

my mood is definitely affected me recently.

i couldnt continue to be like this anymore.

*if i can't concentrate on my study,then how?

so,i decided to dump it aside.

i dont want to think about it again.

all PAUSE.

or perhaps *stop.

yes people. i am fine. =)

i dont want to affect my prestasi in the school.

hence start from now,

i will just treat him as a normal friend.

yes. i'll try my best to do so.

its better than i trouble myself with "nothing",right.

come on,

this is c.pui yan mah.

sure can wan. lol xp

i will smile. =)

trust me.

*yay! i'm ROCKIN betul. =D

UBK Room.

actually want to blog about today prefects last meeting for seniors. but then no photos wor. because my friend havent send me those photos.

so next time lar. =p

yesterday after school i straight away went to UBK room. because ubk room is much more comfortable than pr.

ubk room has 3 airconds or 2? whatever. its better than pr -NO AIRCOND.

and ubk room has 2 comfy sofa with 2 BIG BIG pillows to hug. =D

wow,

i slept there until 4p.m. mwahahahha xD

too tired ald yesterday.

after installation still got what kempen anti dadah something.

principal went into ubk room to find miss khoo. that time i was asleep. omg!

when i awake,someone just told me that "pui yan,just now principal entered here and you were asleep. she asked ms khoo that are you tired."

ms khoo thought i am sick. lol.

after that,i rush to pr to put all my books in my locker then went back home. haha!

hehe,

kinda enjoy the nap in ubk room.

i love UBK ROOM!!! muackz!

ehhh,of course lar dont come and sleep in ubk room so often.

my friend were joking,

she said:

later ms khoo put a signboard there "pui yan is not allow to enter into this room" lol -.-

then oh shit!! =x hehe.