Its Just Like A Mentos Which Cannot Be Eaten Together With Neither Coke Nor Pepsi.

its seems like no one could understand my situation IF i drop class next year.
[mmg break my record lar then.]


and the consequences.

JUST failed my monthly test then teachers came and blaaaaaa...
then HOW ABOUT IF I DROP CLASS?!?!!!

as i know,
in my school especially science stream students,
IF ANYONE drop class this news will spread over the school.
i dont know how to face my teachers,friends as well. [especially for those who arrogant, selfish,and KEPOH girls in my class.]
i wonder,
who else consider as adorable?

moreover,
i'm one of ajk of prefects board WHAT DO YOU EXPECT THE OTHERS LOOK AT ME?!?!!!!

yes,i admit that im just too mind of what my schoolmates and teachers look at me.

because why?
The Word --> ][prefect.][ and i never drop class.

Ms Khoo just blaaaaa at me for a week about my result.
Ms Lee told me that not to be too commiment in prefects board but MUST concentrate on my study.

I've tried my best to ask from kas teachers to gimme extra class and teach me.
but the time is just too and tooooooo limited.

if i manage to finish all the syllabus...
if i manage to finish all my revision.....
if i manage to handle bothhhh....

(im too into prefects board,couldnt help.) x(

give 'em poison to suicide ya. =(

Ms Khoo offered me to go for a kebangsaan camp at Pahang that we have to stay there for 10 days on 1st of nov to 10th november. x) [my mom seems like doesnt allow me to go but i'll try to persuade her.]

Wooo~ I am the first participant.
well,as what everyone's knows,

CHANG PUI YAN itulah camps' FREAK!

people.. or i should say FRIENDS nowadays changed.

those friends whom i knew compares to now,
almost ALL of them changed. they gave me kinda a strange feeling.
just IMAGINE that they treated you like a stranger and you-dont-know-what-to-do that feeling.

i was wondering,
they changed OR Me,Myself had changed?


Awwwww~ kinda complicated lar my mood.
Final exam is just around the corner and yet,i havent start to do any revision. =(


I MUST NOT DROP CLASS WAN ARRR~!!!!!
i get a terrible result in my monthly test and i seems like AGAINST undang undang like that. =X

what?

my teacher advisor and counselor came and counsel me. DO YOU BELIEVE???


even myself also dont believe it had happened. =X

[but i gotta to get move on with my life,
its time to be a big girl now,
and big girls dont cry..
dont cry..
dont cryyyy....]

i dont know why the feeling just popped out.
its not a positive feeling,i think.

i started to hate -him-.
well,you guys do not need to know who.

and as what i know,
i never hate somebody else,
hopefully he wont become the first person whom i hate. x[

errr,perhaps the longer the time,
this such of feeling will disappear by itself?


i pray,
Dear Lord,My Heavenly Father.....
....



i DO NOT like this feeling,AT ALL. =(

You're Not A Failure.

yesterday was prefects' farewell party. and each ajk incharged one performance.

sketch,AGAIN. i belongs to sketch since i born. =X
JUST every prefects' events i'm sure involved in sketch wan. dont know why. =X

the sketch was very successful. NO MORE FAIRYTALE in sketch. can consider as success larh. since previous years ALL sketch were fairytale. -.-

sketch was successful though,im not happy.
because of ajk's dance was like.... oh my god. [piece of lousy dance.]

angeline is the one who incharged of it and she did sacrified her time in teaching us those steps and few days she nearly late to school because of she was too tired of these stuff.

she was too quiet after the dance. i felt something wrong. i came towards here and asked her softly.

she hugged me and cried. how sad..
i'm the one who close to her,and i did went through the same situation with her. therefore i kinda understand what's she feels.
[she blamed herself that she is a failure.] i noticed that she is a successful ballerina.

i saw her cried,there was tears in my heart too.
the dance was passed. and all ajk felt very sorry to her.
i know. i know that besides i say a thousand million times SORRY to her,it still cant be helped.

.

sigh.
it has been hurt her[a dancer] feeling.
as her best friends,
we killed her heart silently.

wooopss now is 3.05a.m. but why am i still here to blog?
no lar i woke up at 11p.m. xp
and now have to download some songs for my sketch use.
"phantom of the opera[remix]" *ehhh kinda cacat kan? =p

Where in the world
have you been hiding?
Really, you were
perfect.
I only wish
I knew your secret
Who is your great
tutor?

Father once spoke
of an angel . . .
I used to dream he'd
appear . . .
Now as I sing,
I can sense him . . .
And I know
he's here . . .
Here in this room
he calls me softly . . .
somewhere inside . . .
hiding . . .
Somehow I know
he's always with me . . .
he - the unseen
genius . . .

Christine, you must have
been dreaming . . .
stories like this can't
come true . . .
Christine, you're talking
in riddles . . .
and it's not
like you . . .

Angel of Music
Guide
and guardian
Grant to me your
glory

i sang.
LOL.

Oh,phantom larh genius. :) of course im not act as phantom. :p
i am... LUOAR. HAHAHAHAHA XD

i'm DAMN broke now. T__T
my purse just left 2 bucks after holiday.
outings, midvalley killed me.

I NEED CREDIT CARDSSSSSSSSSS..... x]

Laura and Tommy were lovers
He wanted to give her everything
Flowers, presents and most of all, a wedding ring
He saw a sign for a stock car race
A thousand dollar prize it read
He couldn't get Laura on the phone
So to her mother Tommy said

Tell Laura I love her, tell Laura I need her
Tell Laura I may be late
I've something to do, that cannot wait

He drove his car to the racing grounds
He was the youngest driver there
The crowed roared as they started the race
'Round the track they drove at a deadly pace
No one knows what happened that day
How his car overturned in flames
But as they pulled him from the twisted wreck
With his dying breath, they heard him say

Tell Laura I love her, tell Laura I need her
Tell Laura not to cry
My love for her will never die

And in the chapel where Laura prays
For Tommy who passed away
It was just for Laura he lived and died
Alone in the chapel she can hear him cry

Tell Laura I love her, tell Laura I need her
Tell Laura not to cry
My love for her will never die
Tell Laura I love her.....

woooottsss waaaa....
i feel touch when i listen to this song,
again and Again.

*currently im into classical songs. x)

i am who i am.

sometimes, i dont think i have the strict look that prefect should have. x(


and i like to pose whenever i want. :)
im exactly different compares the ME in the school and out of school.


this one is SPECIAL for my beloved mean sister-pui ying. x)
she always criticise I'AM LALA when i pose "peace" in ANY photo. xD
*yeah,purposely i am ignoring her. xp


finally,
this is who i am. *nenenene bubu~!! xp

my top 10 list.

my blog is dying. T__T

hey here is my top 10 list. [sakai gang members are excluded.] x)

1. shi tying
2. audrey
3. pui ying
4. jun kiat
5. kah hoong
6. cassidy
7. foong yee
8. kor michelle
9. yen yee
10. wanqing

TERENCEEEE!!! you're at 11th. x]
gambate. LOL xp